I've seen a few people do this now, and have been thinking about it for myself. Below are 10 things about people, but who are not named. Perhaps they are things I am too shy to tell people, things I wish I could tell them, or things I hate about them. Anything. I'm looking to get a few things off my chest and hopefully get rid of some weight that seems to be pushing my shoulders down. It just makes it worse that people have no idea how I'm feeling, I put on a good front most of the time.
If you'd rather not hear me out, then might I suggest a little ditty on Raccoons, below? Maybe that's more your thing.
1. I admire you for everything that you are. You sacrificed so much to raise us, and give us everything we could ever want. You are the woman I hope to one day become. I know you know I love you, I just wish I could tell you.
2. I would give it all up, everything I have, just for 10 more minutes with you. I've missed you so much. There is a piece of me that will forever be gone, and I will always hurt.
3. You are my sister. Not in blood, but in so much more.
4. Your friendship means more to me then anything else in this world. I'm lucky to have you in my life and thank God everyday that we met and that you 'get' me.
5. I'm so jealous of you. Why do you get the things I desire, and I have to stand back and watch and wish? You are nothing but a whore. You don't even appreciate what you have.
6. I knew from the moment I met you I loved you. This will never change. We have been through so much, but I know we will be stronger for it.
7. How dare you, you son of a bitch? I hate you. I hate what you did. I will never have that back. You took it away from me. You ruined me. You caused me years of pain for 10 lousy minutes of your pleasure. Fuck you and the horse you road in on.
8. The things you said hurt. I can't believe they came out of your mouth. You promised to never hurt me.
9. I'm sorry that you have the life you do. I think of you and the ones like you everyday and it breaks my heart. I wish I could take you in my arms and love you like you deserve to be loved. Care for you the way you deserve to be cared for. If I could take your pain away I would. You are loved. You are special.
10. One day you will be mine. I will hold you in my arms and stare in your eyes. I will know unconditional love, and be able to give it. Right now you are just a dream.
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8 comments:
Sassy! I feel like I have to leave a comment for so many reasons! This post was awesome and it truly almost brought me to tears!
I have three simple words to say to you...Love ya Babe:)
#10 just about broke my heart. Lots of emotion in that post.
((hugs)) to you Sassy.
I love you with all my hart. May all your dream come true. I will all ways be there for you.
LOVE
Mr Sass
thats a beautiful post, sassy.... :) really beautiful...
that's so moving even without reading between the lines.. friendship is indeed a most valuable thing, and i'm so glad we met :-)
it's like your very own post secrets. Glad you got all of that off your chest. I hope it helped.
this was wonderful, if i have the guts i'm going to try it.
wow....touching stuff. it's a shame, innit, how hard it often is to say what matters the most to those who mean the most. i've been a teacher, too, and #9 really hit home for me. makes u wonder why on earth some ppl even bother becoming parents.
cheers.
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